Notes...breathing

Build up a presence around me of things that made, or would have made, me internally-consider. Keep them for use. The gift of energy from the General Law. For instance getting ghosted after sending K. that photo of Aunt Edith, me and Dad, and Nelson and Diana. No reason to be ghosted, but gold for energy. All instances from the past, and then present and future. Like a black blob, or thick cloud or wall giving me strength and energy if I continue to see them as gifts and separate and not identify. Collect them in memory. Positive.

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When I self-remember of course the world becomes contemptuous towards me. Par for the course. But I just realized that I also tend to act in a way to draw contempt, and I don't need to do that. The more I elevate the more circumspect I must be. No goofiness. No weakness. No setting myself up for abuse. Mind My Own Business. To a strong degree.

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Breath can be in the nostrils (Isaiah), but higher breathing is the breathing of self-remembering and non-identifying. The breathing action of double direction of SR action.

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Just an insight today. I was listening to a recording of Isaiah. One part it referred to man who has his breath in his nostrils. I thought, that implies a higher type of breathing. Self-remembering is a higher type of breathing. On the food diagram you have food, air, and impressions. Air you breathe, but so to impressions, when conscious. That double attention. Anyway, you could really see how a higher body might breathe by a conscious shock. We breath air mechanically. We can breathe impressions consciously. And who knows but maybe the complete cycle of the food diagram when the 2nd conscious shock is effected is the exhale? On a larger scale? 

But when I heard that verse it seemed to throw down some little contempt...*man*, who breathes merely through his nostrils... 

And you can then see glorified man doing the higher breathing, and maybe even breathing the Spirit...?