A doctrine I've come across twice now
There's a doctrine that says if you get to a place that is unusual in your development (awake in the Work sense, for instance) then God will get you the rest of the way.
There just seems to be a lot of waiting and uncertainty.
Don't know if this doctrine is true in the Work or Christian sense. All the banging of the head on a wall can be due to weakness and lack of valuation as much as to going where you're just not supposed to go...

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