A problem with operating at different levels...

Here's one of the big, unsolvable problems with going down a level and talking about Work level things however veiled (as I'm doing in the mainstream Christian environments):

Look at Ouspensky's Fourth Way on page 195 towards the bottom where it talks of the Ray of Creation and how Man #4 thinking begins from the Ray of Creation, and how there is a kind of new thinking where you are able to think without contradictions... Just take that alone: now...

If I were to introduce that idea, or just part of it, at the mainstream level I would sound - not only to them but to myself - like a typical, vain, relativist, new age type who really doesn't believe in absolute truth and who doesn't believe the Bible presents truths and so on. I would sound like that. To myself even.

So, the problem is: the language of the devil's kingdom (which exists to cause confusion and to lead people off the Way) counterfeits the higher language; and it's only discernment given by the Holy Spirit that enables a person to sort it out. And you just have to find it all on your own. However that happens. But you can't force it (which is very obvious in many other ways I know) into an environment who has no motivation or desire to find it on their own.

Part of this problem also is this: it warps me. I.e. I am so intent on not seeming like a typical unorthodox moron - doctrinally - that I start to lose the higher language and higher understanding and boldness to learn and know and understand the higher language just in general. Like, for instance, after all the writing at the mainstream Christian level I pick up Ouspensky's Fourth Way and come across what is on page 195 and am struck at how far away from that understanding I've wandered just by the fact of forcing myself to appear orthodox and 'correct' in the mainstream level.

It's a danger, definitely.

I think I've done enough. I wrote to someone via email recently that I've been getting signs that it's time to ascend back up from the exoteric realm, and I think that last post on the Christian blog is going to be the last...