Yes...

Yes, I get a little battered around by the winds and currents of the world when I attempt to bring higher influence into that General Law domain... (My analogy to the pundit that he said I was a 'psycho' for writing touched on higher ideas involving chain-of-command. There was just enough 'trace' of higher idea in it to make this guy freak out in the usual way.)

I get a little depressed when I'm made to be a monster all the time in the 'world realm'. It's easy to snap. You get to a point where you say: "Wait a minute...who are these little hyenas anyway?" You know, like, this 'authority' people in the General Law realm have simply because they're unconscious servants and prisoners to that realm is not something that has authority over me by default, and is not something I need to be made to feel obsequious to. So you end up just snapping as you let them have it... Then of course, you come across as a street person telling invisible people to go to hell and all that...

I think the moral of the story is this: it's OK to stay above all that. People have to find what is higher on their own... (I'll go back up soon enough. There's little self-interest left for me to screw around at the mainstream level...)